I try my best not to complain or talk about my stress with school and such… mostly because I know it’s on me. Whether or not I have an excuse like I’m too busy with work or whatever, I know that it ultimately comes down to me, the decisions I make, and the work that I put in.
So yeah, I just accept where I’m at and work for the best…
And yet If I can’t talk about it there’s this guilt and this stress and this frustration that builds up inside of me. It turns from an issue about school to my overall hatred of ME….
And then my brain just explodes. IDK man. It’s like I’ve given up on ever being able to meet my own expectations….. of myself.